Lovin' So Hard

 

Cloth Inc's Peplum Top ~ Supreme's Beanie ~ Cotton On's Chain Necklace ~ H&M's Flannel

Ayee Mates!

I know its been such a while eh? I miss blogging too but lately I don't know why I feel like I'm not in the mood too or maybe its just my laziness that hovers me. I got tons of photos piled up here on my laptop and every time I'm about to post them, faith just don't let me blog them so they ended up piling here #ugghhh #chellethebadblogger #imsorry, anyway I'm quiet busy with my college life which is weird and annoying #udontsay :') This is one of the photoshoot I did with kak onya from A Little Color and more to come soon, for this look I paired up my peplum top that I got from Cloth Inc with jogger pants to make it more swaggie because peplum is always identic to girly sweet feminine looks ;;)

Anyway, have you ever feel like lost? no. lonely? yes that's the word. Especially for all single ladies and gents here, have you ever feel like its time for us to feel what is like having boyfriend or girlfriend? That's what I've been feeling for this past month and maybe the reason I feel that way is because of my college is getting harder day by day and I'm just sick and tired with it. Second, have you ever feel like meeting a soul that totally made you feel so complete? Like this is what you've been looking for all this time when you're around several person? That's also what I've been dealing with atm. So, (a little story of mine) I talked to this guy that I have a crush on and he totally made me feel so weird? Usually around campus me and my friends always love to see hot guys walking around and we will stalk that guy on his social media like crazy perverts? lol but ever since I talk to this guy I don't even have the intention to see other guy (?) which is weird rite? I don't want to say its love because its a very sinful word I guess lol but then something happened (which I'm not going to say what but my besties know this) we stop talking and I feel like my world just completely shattered or down? I don't have the mood to talk or meet new people, I even stop talking to some guy because I don't want to look so fake by pretending to be nice and stuffs like that. Its like he made me as high as the skyscrapers and when he left I felt as low as the city streets? that's deep. I've been feeling so gloomy lately and this is the first time I ever feel like this, call me weird or what but I'm just sharing my story and maybe you guys could give me a piece of advices? thanks a bunch mates :))

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