Clinique Dramatically Different Hydrating Event

Aye Mates!

I attended the Clinique Dramatically Different Hydrating Event last Saturday at Kota Kasablanka alongside Vania, Deedee, Vina, Ghina. We’re invited by the lovely Diras as she hosted the event that day. We got to tried out the new product and got a full makeover by the Clinique Team, WOW! So here’s some snippets of the fun and transformation from that day.

My station and ready for the transformation YASSS

Before the makeover we actually got consultation with the Clinique consultant to test out which product suits our skin the best. Since there are three kind of variance for the Clinique moisturizer. There’s the lotion one which is perfect for dry skin, gel for oily skin and the newest jelly for all skin type but the jelly is designed specifically for those who lives in a busy city and has high pollution. I’m so interested in the jelly one because fyi I take gojek and commute to work every day. Clinique is turning 51 this year and in every 5 or 8 years they renewed the formula for their infamous moisturizer.

I got my face makeover by the gorgeous Stephanie. She actually did a great job in transforming me doe, thank you luv! Since I have some acnes on my face I specifically use the anti-blemish solutions foundation. They said that their makeup actually contains some ingredients used in their skincare, so how cool is that I feel much safer in using their makeup products on my face.

Here's the look after the transformation, once again thank you Stephanie! 

The dresscode for the event is black and white so here’s the OOTD what I wore to that event

Qlassuale Sabrina Top ~ Agashe.Co’s Pants ~ Versace’s Heels ~ Louis Vuitton’s Bag

Once again thank you so much Diras and Clinique for having me, I had a blast and I can’t wait to tried out their skincare and makeup.

-Cheers, Michelle

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Next Chapter

Zara's Shirt ~ HM's Pants ~ Stradivarius' Heels

Aye Mates!

How are you?? I'm fine and feeling better and relieved. Why?? I just graduated from college or uni life!! Had my thesis defense last 3 weeks and thank God I passed with a great remarks (at least that's what I think and I don't need anyone's approval regarding it). I've been feeling so stressed and depressed for the thesis defense because I'm afraid that I won't make it and can't answer the questions that the lecturer gives, but thank God all went well and I could answered them. I don't feel nervous days before the thesis defense but when I arrived at my campus on the day, I'm shaking like crazy almost in the verge of crying. That's also one of the reason why I've been so inactive lately. Anyway I'm finally so relieved and happy that I graduated. 

So what's now? what's next for me? I have a job, a real proper job at a bank. I know some of you might think why don't you focus on your blog or youtube or just be a content creator? Well my friends that's like my ultimate goal in life but for now I'm seeking experiences too for my resume. Bank has always been my goal as an accounting student (let me repeat my accounting student side only). I landed a job at one of my dream bank and in the division that I wanted. So all good for now. Even tough the job is challenging because it's not my expertise but one thing for sure is that I want to learn as much as I can while I have the times. I'm actually a contractor there so I'm not a permanent staff yet which really makes me scared for what's coming after the contract end, but I don't want to think about it much. Since it could affect my mental health sooner or later and my resolution for 2018 is to BE POSITIVE after all. So for now I'm writing a new chapter after uni life, wish me luck and all the best.

How about you? What are you currently doing? Are you enjoying it? Does it make you happy?

-Cheers, Michelle

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Wannable

Zara's Shirt ~ HM's Pants ~ Versace's Bag ~ Bowbow's Shoes

Aye Mates!

How are you? I’ve been doing fine and I hope y’all do too. This look is what I wore to church long time ago but never had the chance to post it until now. Lately I've been enjoying a very simple and sleek kind-of-style, collared shirt, slacks, preppy pants and tops. Unlike my old-self who's very swag-ish, it's like I'm evolving with my style and I don't know whether it's a good sign or not but yet I miss my old-self too, TheSwaggieUnicorn aye.

As you all know I’m in love with Korea and all that’s in it. Name it fashion, beauty, music, drama, reality show, variety show, people, culture, many more. Even though I have thesis to work on I still manage to spare some times to taught myself basic Korean language (preparing to go to Korea and marry my bias lololol) and watch a loads of Korean makeup tutorial or variety shows or dramas. Today I want to talk about kpop, specifically WANNA ONE, where my wannables at? Holla at me!

Maybe some of you are not familiar with Wanna One but they’re formed from a survival show called Produce 101 season 2, 11 finalists were picked to formed a group from 101 contestants, crazy yeah? I’ve been eyeing them (well kang Daniel first doe) since August 2017 and still continue up till now. Recently they came back with song called “I Promise You” and AAAAA I just can’t handle everything!! Since I love fashion too, I paid attention to what they’re wearing and for this comeback the color scheme is so pastel and boyfriend-able kind of look, I wanted to make a lookbook based or inspired by their music videos, what’d you think? Should I do it? Let me know, help your girl out.

My bias from Wanna One is obviously kang Daniel duh? I’m just that basic lol but nah I like him because first of all he has English name, weird? I know. Second, his dance!!! #ijustcant. Third, he got some aegyo right there, his busan accent doe #mucholove. I usually not fond for guys that are cute-sy type but park jihoon is an exceptional #jeojangforever. Okay I really need stop right here, this post is getting so all over the place, please mind my boredom. I should be doing my thesis but nah fangirling comes first lol, forgive me.

What about you? Who’s your bias or who is your favorite singer or group or band or whatever that is, let me know and if you’re a fan of kdrama leave some recommendations as well doe, thank you :)

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-Cheers, Michelle 

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Weightless

Zara's Shirt ~ H&M's Jeans ~ Versace's Bag ~ Stradivarius' Heels

“Don’t carry your burden all the time ‘cause we don’t live here all the time too.” -Ps. J. E. Awondatu

Aye Mates!

How’s your new year so far? Sorry for not posting in a while, loads of things happened and I just got no time to be active on blog and youtube. Mine has been quite all over the place but in amidst of everything, I want to say that I’m still grateful. 

I started the year being sick and not feeling well (mentally lol). Now my thesis proposal is in the stake of getting rejected from my department associates (update: IT GOT ACCEPTED PRAISE THE LORD!). I haven’t even get the permission letter to do the observation (update: I change my title so I don't need that permission letter anymore). I guess I’m too stress out that it makes me more emotional, I tried to hold it inside but it just makes my heart hurt so bad. Like I’m not kidding I even thought I have some kind of a chronic disease lol. Because it always felt like my heart being stabbed by thousand needles. 

On the first week of Sunday I went to church and I don’t know why but the sermon really hits me in the face. My pastor stated that this year is the year of walking weightlessly. He said that God knows what we’ve been through, don’t think that we, human walk on this earth carrying all of our burden by ourselves. It’s new year, so learn to leave behind our burden and past that slow us down to God. Burden can be our fears, worries, regrets, guilt and all these negativity that tries to consume you. We came from God and He’s trying to said to us that “your problem is MY problem too. Don’t think I can’t feel your sorrow and sadness, you come from Me.”

I know this post is so all over the place from the start I’m being so negative with my life but then afterward I’m writing this motivational and positive words from my church. But hey it’s all about balance, you get the good and bad in life. I myself to be honest is slowly recovering from all this anxiety attack that tries to eat my mind with all this negativity, I'm not saying it's gone, it's still there but I know God provides and always take care of me. For whoever hurting now, hang in there, this too shall pass. Even tough I tried to reminds myself too, fighting! Good luck :)

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-Cheers, Michelle

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Your Feelings #AMwithChelle

Agashe.Co's Dress ~ The Little Things She Needs' Bag ~ HM's Slip-On ~ Tory Burch's Bracelet

No matter how hard it is, don’t show your feelings

Because darlings these days,

There is no trust and humanity, Human sucks

Learn how to fake a smile and how to force a laugh,

Because it’s so much easier than explaining what’s wrong with you.

Aye Mates!

Let’s do #AMwithChelle for today post. #AMwithChelle is a series where I’ll be posting what’s been on my mind late at night or before I go to sleep, let’s just says it’s not that beautiful and kinda dark. I’ve been battling with my 3AM thoughts lately. Well all the time to be honest. I deal with my 3AM thoughts since I was in junior high. I know it’s weird for a person like me to write positive encouraging words like my previous post. But I’m a human too. I broke down too, at one day I can be the most positive person but one day I can be the most negative person ever. Especially during my period, I’m the most sensitive and emotional person ever. I cried all the time because of these 3AM thoughts. But that’s life rite?

One of them is regarding how to express my true feelings to people with no fear of being judge. One night I thought to myself whether what I said or done has ever hurt people or they actually secretly judging and hating on me. What if my stories and my thoughts annoy people I asked myself. Then I thought isn’t it better to just get along with people? Instead of arguing with my own opinion why don’t I just go with what they think? Isn’t it easier to fake a smile and force a laugh?

I’m afraid I’ll end up losing the people I love if I don’t go with their opinions. Even though they never said anything about it but my brain have its own thoughts. I tried my best to express my own self and feelings day by day. But deep inside I kept on thinking whether I did something wrong or no. I know I said what other’s think about you doesn’t matter but what if my 3AM thoughts keep on haunting me? I shake it off millions of times but I guess I’m only human. Sadness is a part of feelings rite? You can’t be happy all the time, this is life. It’s a fact.

Any thoughts mates? Much appreciated doe.

-Cheer, Michelle

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Boombayah

Uniqlo's Polo ~ Cotton On's Skirt ~ New Look's Platform Shoes ~ Gifted Bag from Japan

Aye Mates!

How are you? How's life? Hope y'all doin fine. I myself have been doing fine. Last week I went to Q2HAN's meet and greet here in Indonesia with my URL friends, Grace, Ci Mei, Lystia and even made some new friends there, that's cool haha. Qjin and Qwon are so cute in real life, I managed to vlog throughout that day and event, vlog will be up soon on my youtube channel ;;)

For this look I'm fully inspired by my current fave kpop girl group, yes, you guess it right, BLACKPINK IN UR AREA. Gosh I can't believe I just typed that lol but that line is so iconic and really stuck in my brain the whole time. They're image is so girl crush and very tumblr-ish, with all those tennis skirt, fishnets, boots, choker, crop top, knee-high socks and much more. Like everything are my fave fashion pieces, it's just that I've been evolving into more girlier style lately. I scrolled to my gallery and found this photos that were taken two months ago and I can't help posting it because I just finished watching Blackpink's TV and just got some inspiration to make this post. This look gives out a school girl vibe and rebel kind of feeling? HAHA I don't know doe. What'd ya think about it? Am I ready to be the fifth member of Blackpink? HAHAHAHA #forgiveme #justkidding 

I usually never watch any girl group's MV unless it's very tumblrish or catchy song or iconic (?) this is my first time watching all the MVs for a girl group. All their songs are super catchy especially Boombayah and As If It's Your Last, I'm in love with everything about it. Especially the live performances, their stage outfits looks so bomb! If you're wondering who's my bias in Blackpink, to be honest I can't choose. But if to put in order, the members that always catch my eyes will always be Jennie Kim-Lisa-Rose-Jisoo. There you go. I really can't wait for Blackpink's next comeback. Anyway who's your fave singer or band or boy/girl group? Let me know, I'm curious! :)

*ps. I'll talk about my faves boy group soon HEHE

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-Cheers, Michelle

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