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Just done with my first week of finals and one more week to go. I'm tired of studying and I don't feels like this shits gonna help me in the future (I know I'll regret it in the future) but I just don't see myself being an accountant or auditor in a company or bank. I want to do related to fashion or okay maybe it's okay being an accountant or auditor as long as I'm working in a fashion or beauty industry/company. Taking accounting as my major field in college wasn't really my first (and never once) my choice. I took it because my parents were against my idea of taking fashion business as my major, ever since my choice got rejected I told them that I don't care anymore because whatever I did they will go against it, so here I am dreading my life in accounting life. The only good thing that I could see from my POV in accounting are my friends. That's it. Not even the subjects. I'm not surprise. I know it since I was still in primary that I'm not good at doing maths and counting but yet my major involves me to do heavy counting #thankyou. I can say that my grades were okay they weren't bad but it's not perfect either. My parents said that I need to improve when I was still on my first semester. I did improved. But they said it wasn't good enough when they saw my semester2's grades. The conclusion is that I will never be good enough for them and they don't even think how hard it is for me to get here with my adequate counting skills. They don't realize the pressure they gave me put me into a situation where I just want to give up on life at some point. I just want to hear the word "I'm/we're proud of you" for once. Isn't that too much?
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Nice outfit Chel. Anyway, I feel you! I feel like I'm taking the wrong major. But it's okay, I guess God has plan to put us in our major so it won't be useless :)
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first of all, i love your outfit!
ReplyDeleteas i said on my previous post, i too sometimes feel like taking the wrong major. and just like you, it wasn't my first choice and never had. but sometimes things don't go like we want. i'm in my last year now and i'm surprised that i've coped! i'm sure you'll get better in what you do. just don't quit and never lose hope!
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awww glad that you coped with things that wasn't your choice and anyway thankyou, I'll surely remember what you said "never lose hope" thankyou <33
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omg I totally feel ya! In germany we're just finished with the final exams and OMG it was literally hell for me as I've been taking two majors >< my parents are the same btw ;( never heard anything postive from them
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Don't lose hope and I hope you can surpass your chosen course. I can feel you. I'm really with school right now- reports, exams and practicals for my dentistry subjects. Everyday is a struggle but I'm with a great company that's why I felt like I'm not alone. :) Cheer up! I know you can do it!
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awww thankyou shairaaa <33 you too! good luck whatever you're dealing with hang in there and never lose hope as what my friend says :))
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