Wannable

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Aye Mates!

How are you? I’ve been doing fine and I hope y’all do too. This look is what I wore to church long time ago but never had the chance to post it until now. Lately I've been enjoying a very simple and sleek kind-of-style, collared shirt, slacks, preppy pants and tops. Unlike my old-self who's very swag-ish, it's like I'm evolving with my style and I don't know whether it's a good sign or not but yet I miss my old-self too, TheSwaggieUnicorn aye.

As you all know I’m in love with Korea and all that’s in it. Name it fashion, beauty, music, drama, reality show, variety show, people, culture, many more. Even though I have thesis to work on I still manage to spare some times to taught myself basic Korean language (preparing to go to Korea and marry my bias lololol) and watch a loads of Korean makeup tutorial or variety shows or dramas. Today I want to talk about kpop, specifically WANNA ONE, where my wannables at? Holla at me!

Maybe some of you are not familiar with Wanna One but they’re formed from a survival show called Produce 101 season 2, 11 finalists were picked to formed a group from 101 contestants, crazy yeah? I’ve been eyeing them (well kang Daniel first doe) since August 2017 and still continue up till now. Recently they came back with song called “I Promise You” and AAAAA I just can’t handle everything!! Since I love fashion too, I paid attention to what they’re wearing and for this comeback the color scheme is so pastel and boyfriend-able kind of look, I wanted to make a lookbook based or inspired by their music videos, what’d you think? Should I do it? Let me know, help your girl out.

My bias from Wanna One is obviously kang Daniel duh? I’m just that basic lol but nah I like him because first of all he has English name, weird? I know. Second, his dance!!! #ijustcant. Third, he got some aegyo right there, his busan accent doe #mucholove. I usually not fond for guys that are cute-sy type but park jihoon is an exceptional #jeojangforever. Okay I really need stop right here, this post is getting so all over the place, please mind my boredom. I should be doing my thesis but nah fangirling comes first lol, forgive me.

What about you? Who’s your bias or who is your favorite singer or group or band or whatever that is, let me know and if you’re a fan of kdrama leave some recommendations as well doe, thank you :)

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Weightless

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“Don’t carry your burden all the time ‘cause we don’t live here all the time too.” -Ps. J. E. Awondatu

Aye Mates!

How’s your new year so far? Sorry for not posting in a while, loads of things happened and I just got no time to be active on blog and youtube. Mine has been quite all over the place but in amidst of everything, I want to say that I’m still grateful. 

I started the year being sick and not feeling well (mentally lol). Now my thesis proposal is in the stake of getting rejected from my department associates (update: IT GOT ACCEPTED PRAISE THE LORD!). I haven’t even get the permission letter to do the observation (update: I change my title so I don't need that permission letter anymore). I guess I’m too stress out that it makes me more emotional, I tried to hold it inside but it just makes my heart hurt so bad. Like I’m not kidding I even thought I have some kind of a chronic disease lol. Because it always felt like my heart being stabbed by thousand needles. 

On the first week of Sunday I went to church and I don’t know why but the sermon really hits me in the face. My pastor stated that this year is the year of walking weightlessly. He said that God knows what we’ve been through, don’t think that we, human walk on this earth carrying all of our burden by ourselves. It’s new year, so learn to leave behind our burden and past that slow us down to God. Burden can be our fears, worries, regrets, guilt and all these negativity that tries to consume you. We came from God and He’s trying to said to us that “your problem is MY problem too. Don’t think I can’t feel your sorrow and sadness, you come from Me.”

I know this post is so all over the place from the start I’m being so negative with my life but then afterward I’m writing this motivational and positive words from my church. But hey it’s all about balance, you get the good and bad in life. I myself to be honest is slowly recovering from all this anxiety attack that tries to eat my mind with all this negativity, I'm not saying it's gone, it's still there but I know God provides and always take care of me. For whoever hurting now, hang in there, this too shall pass. Even tough I tried to reminds myself too, fighting! Good luck :)

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Your Feelings #AMwithChelle

Agashe.Co's Dress ~ The Little Things She Needs' Bag ~ HM's Slip-On ~ Tory Burch's Bracelet

No matter how hard it is, don’t show your feelings

Because darlings these days,

There is no trust and humanity, Human sucks

Learn how to fake a smile and how to force a laugh,

Because it’s so much easier than explaining what’s wrong with you.

Aye Mates!

Let’s do #AMwithChelle for today post. #AMwithChelle is a series where I’ll be posting what’s been on my mind late at night or before I go to sleep, let’s just says it’s not that beautiful and kinda dark. I’ve been battling with my 3AM thoughts lately. Well all the time to be honest. I deal with my 3AM thoughts since I was in junior high. I know it’s weird for a person like me to write positive encouraging words like my previous post. But I’m a human too. I broke down too, at one day I can be the most positive person but one day I can be the most negative person ever. Especially during my period, I’m the most sensitive and emotional person ever. I cried all the time because of these 3AM thoughts. But that’s life rite?

One of them is regarding how to express my true feelings to people with no fear of being judge. One night I thought to myself whether what I said or done has ever hurt people or they actually secretly judging and hating on me. What if my stories and my thoughts annoy people I asked myself. Then I thought isn’t it better to just get along with people? Instead of arguing with my own opinion why don’t I just go with what they think? Isn’t it easier to fake a smile and force a laugh?

I’m afraid I’ll end up losing the people I love if I don’t go with their opinions. Even though they never said anything about it but my brain have its own thoughts. I tried my best to express my own self and feelings day by day. But deep inside I kept on thinking whether I did something wrong or no. I know I said what other’s think about you doesn’t matter but what if my 3AM thoughts keep on haunting me? I shake it off millions of times but I guess I’m only human. Sadness is a part of feelings rite? You can’t be happy all the time, this is life. It’s a fact.

Any thoughts mates? Much appreciated doe.

-Cheer, Michelle

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Hang in There

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Aye Mates!

How’s life? Mine has been okay I guess. Still struggling with my thesis proposal doe, but at least I am determined that I’m going to do qualitative research based thesis since I’m not that good with math but yet I’m an accounting student lol. So that’s for the update of my life. How about yours? Let me know, I’m curious!

As from my last video “Office Look Makeup Tutorial + WorkingFrom Home vs Going to The Office #ChellesThoughts”, ps go click the link and watch it, don’t forget to give it a thumbs up and subscribe to join me familia. I created a new series called #ChellesThoughts, it’s about my personal thoughts regarding certain topics and yesterday I talked about working from home compared to going to the office. I personally prefer going to the office since I have the excuse to buy new clothes for work lol even tough working from home is the best thing on earth since you don’t have to wake up early in the morning (talking about flexible working hours). Going to the office here for me means working for a company, I prefer that because I get stable income and I think that what’s really matter to me. Working from home here means being a full-time blogger and youtuber etc, I know some of you here earns more by doing blog and youtube rather than basic workers, but since I’m not that famous (HA!) I don’t really earn much #letsbereal. 

The reason why I’m doing blog and youtube at the first place is because I just want to channel out my personal style and photography. Since I’m very interested with fashion, photography, beauty and writing ever since I was a kid. Blogging and youtube channel are my platforms to channel out all of that, at first I didn’t know that people notice my blog or ever read it, I’m doing it purely just for fun. When I first started blogging some of my friends talk said nasty stuff and I was afraid that they’ll unfriend me so I took a break and wrote down my blog on private. As I grow up I realized why hide when this is what I’m good at, this is me and the only thing I can be proud of so I started to make my blog public gain. Who knows turns out there are people that share the same interest and stories as I do. I’m really grateful for every single one of you that read my blog and watches me on my youtube channel. Who knows from blogging and youtube I could make some virtual friends (I’m very socially awkward unicorn in real life) here and it’s so much fun! So yes I never thought of earning income from blogging and youtube. I’m so thankful as well for all brands that ever collabing with me. 

If I could go back and time travel, here’s what I would say to my 12-years-old self “hang in there! Just keep doing what you always do. As long as it makes you happy, just do it. What others said about you and your life doesn’t really matter. There will always be people that hate your or jealous of you, you can’t always please everyone and it’s okay. Be yourself no matter what. It’s your life. Make the most out of it.”

This is quite a long post eh? Wish could write longer version of history of TheSwaggieUnicorn, what’d ya think? Let me know and have a great day ahead.

-Cheer, Michelle

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Be Positive

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Ayee Mates!

How's life? I know it's been such a while since my last post. Well tbh I've been taking a hiatus or break from blogging and vlogging for like almost a month now. But I'm back (I guess) and I just uploaded new #OOTW video on me youtube channel Booitsmichelle or click HERE. Today I really want to talk about being positive or having positive mind. I really miss blogging and writing my thoughts here so I hope you guys enjoy and let me know as well your thoughts about it.

The main reason why I've been slacking is because of my college. Finals is around the corner and I need to find company for my internship (which I thank God I found before the due date). While looking for internship vacancy, I learned quite a lot. First, finding job is NOT easy. Second, panicking won't change a thing. We've been told to find internship since September 2016 and we have to tell our uni before the end of October 2016 where are we going to do our internship. Everyone around me were panicking like no joke, well at first I panicked as well, we just sent CV to all company without thinking whether that company accepting interns or no. I even negotiated with my uni to gives me extra time to find the company, which they said "yes". So one day I came across this bible verse "Anxiety in a person's heart weighs him down but an encouraging word brings him joy." -Proverbs 12:25 - I felt at peace as soon as I read this and my pastor gave a sermon about how positive minds and be positive can change everything. So I prayed to God to help me and I surrender my life on His hand may He gives what's the best for me, long story short couple of days after I got called from a company (my friend recommended me to them) and was asked to come for interview and test, then I got accepted!! It's even before the due date so thank God. What I'm trying to tell you is that be and stay positive!! Being positive can change everything.

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Treat You Better

Bershka's Semi-Bomber Jacket ~ HM's Bandana & Tee & Slip-On ~ Airwalk's Backpack

Ayee Mates!! 
How's your life mates? Mine was pretty decent. Got up - Work - Eat - Sleep. Repeat for the past three days and I have this weird feeling stuck inside me that I can't express it with words nor anything. I really want to talk about it but at the same time I feel it's useless to say something that it's hard for people to understand. Yeah I'm weird just like that. Any whooooo~ Have you guys heard Shawn Mendes new song "Treat You Better"? If you haven't where have you been gurl or guy?! It is so cool and all of Shawn's song just feels so real as if he sang it to us lol #baper but really doe I feel so happy and safe and motivated every time I listen to Shawn's music, he's the best and I just love him so much #icaneven #ijustcant. Btw I uploaded new Vlog on my youtube channel #Booitsmichelle about my last day of finals please check it out which you can click right HERE, give it a huge thumbs up, leave me a comment what are your summer plans and subscribe to join the family and my clan and you'll have more fun on your subscriptions, thankyou! :)

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Work

Promod's Jacket ~ HM's Tee ~ Cotton On's Bag ~ Adidas' Kicks ~ @Seventeenstuff's Choker

Ayee Mates!!

LONG TIME NO SEE!! GOSHHH!! I MISS BLOGGINGGGG~ But college has been sucks lately. Projects pilling up. The class schedule are kinda messed up. My Saturday are filled with class schedule. Been meeting up with this one particular guy every week, SO YEAHHH~ I've been very inactive here lately, please forgive meeee!! :''')

For today I'm bringing you outfits that I would wear as my business attire. The key to my outfit attire is comfortable~ why?? Well, since I'm an accounting major student one thing that will def. I be when I'm doing an internship is be an accountant and being an accountant involves sitting in a dull office counting someone's money #notevenmine #sadtruth, sooo some comfortable clothing pieces that will be my essentials are sneakers, black pencil skirt, cool outerwear, smart yet stylish looking pants, blazers, assorted shirts and etc. I found a website that could provide everything I wish for, it's called Betabrand. They got a lot of cool (yet comfortable) looking yoga pants that will still looks professional as office attire. So even tough my job may be boring but at least not my outfit, I will always commit to be stylish everyday lol

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-cheer, michelle

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