Kill 'Em with Kindness

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Ayee Mates!

 

Yesterday I witness a simple act of kindness that really touches my heart. Here goes the story.

I rode gojek in the morning and during the red light, a man tap my gojek driver and said “please tell that lady at the front that her money is popping out from the pocket and it’s dangerous.” So my go

jek driver told her about it and that lady said thank you. I don’t know why, call me weird, but that simple act of kindness really warms my heart. Like I thought to myself “not all people are bad I guess.”

We live in a world full of hatred and crimes everywhere. I always thought there is no more love and peace left in this world, people are getting mean and selfish day by day. But turns out there’s still hope, if people or us wants to be a change, we can! Stop and look at your surroundings, pay attention maybe there’s someone that need helps with carrying their stuff or crossing the road or doing something. Help them. Maybe your friends or colleagues need help with their homework or projects. Help them. As long as one person has the intention to be nice or kind to others I believe it will infect others as well. Maybe the people you help will help their friends or others and so on. We could build a chain of kindness to others. How cool is that? Always train your mind to see the good in everything. With just ordinary acts of kindness and bravery we could encourage one person to stand up for another. Kindness is contagious.

-Cheer, Michelle

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Ayee Mates!!

How are you? I know it’s been such a while since my last post. I’m sorry is all I can say because I’ve been very busy with my internship. Now I'm going to update constantly here on my blog since I got no time to film a video but I got plenty of time to write and I really have a lot to say and it's much easier to just take OOTD photos rather than filming for a lookbook. So I'm going to take short break from vlogging and more blogging I guess hehe. As some of you may know I just got accepted to do internship in a bank!! Yes I moved from the public accountant company, I’ve always wanted to try working in a banking sector after looking up to my aunt. This is quite exciting and lucky for an accounting student to do internship in a bank as some people say. 

Today I want to write down some of my thoughts after working in a bank for almost two months:

1. How can I get accepted to do intern in a bank?
2. Why I paid so much for tuition fee? 
3. Who taught during my three years in college?
4. When did I ever learn all these things?
5. Where did I learn all this time?
6. WHAT HAVE I LEARNED ALL THIS TIME FOR THREE YEARS OF COLLEGE?!

To sum up all of my problems up there in one word: REGRET.

First I get accepted for the internship program is because of my video editing skill and I was originally planned to only do video related job to which my surprise is so out of major. Actually I wouldn’t mind but because this is a mandatory intern I need to do work that is related to my major. Only by God’s grace I’m able to overcome that one problem.  Now I’m given accounting related job. Thank God!!

Second, umm whatever. 

Third, I shouldn’t be thanking all these times when I got lecturer that NEVER teach or being so CARELESS with their students. I used to be very happy when the lecturer didn’t care what their students were doing, so I just spent four hours of class talking, snapchat-ing (it was a thing back then lol), sleeping, etc. Now after jumping into the real world of working I regret for not studying properly. I wish I could travel back in time and told myself “GET YO ASS READY AND STUDY YOU NEED THIS STUFF BISH!!” 

Fourth, I learned all of them for three years but I don’t know what the result from it is. I feel three years passed by just like that without even saying “hi”.

Fifth, I learned all this time at my uni. Guess that explains a lot?

Sixth, I DON’T KNOW!! DANGG YO GURL IS FREAKIN OUT RITE HERE!! But seriously doe I don’t even know how to put this into words. I overcome loads of new terms that I feel I never even learn in college but when I re-open my materials from college it was there. LIKE WHAT THE FREAK JUST HAPPEN? The lecturers never even teach anything about it. SOBBING SO HARD HERE. I’m struggling from the bottom all over again, wish me luck guys, so that I’ll be able to understand and do my job rightly. 

Thank YOU if you made it ‘till the end, YOU’RE AWESOME!! DAEBAK!! For reading my long-ass-rants. I wish you all the best in life as well and may you accomplish everything in life. If you’re at the moment dreading over your studies, HANG IN THERE!! YOU GOT THIS!! Don’t be like me lol hard work won’t betray you; it’ll surely pay off sooner or later. God bless.

-Cheer, Michelle

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Ayee Mates!!

How's your day? Btw I haven't wish you all happy new year 2016 may all the blessings and prosperity be with you all throughout this year #AMEN, someone told me that I cannot not have a resolution for every year, he told me that resolution is important so it could guide us throughout the year, well I have to agree on this one, SO my resolution for this year is "Stay Positive" both in actions and words. Well I hope this blog and me youtube channel could be a starting platform for me to spread out positive impacts for everyone :)) 

"R U OK?"

YOU are too important for no one to ask you this. It's a simple question but never underestimate how much it could mean to someone if you ask them. There are a lot of people waiting for someone to ask them this. This question could open their eyes and see how much they are valuable, appreciated and cared for. Reach out to people, I'm one of the person who have the tendency to be ignorant with my surrounding until I realized how much I wanted someone to ask me this question when I was down at the lowest point of my life. So please open your eyes and take a look around if any of your friends seems to be down, reach them out and ask "R U OK?" , Oohh and also I'm very happy and glad to help you all out if you have any story and burden that you would like to tell but you're afraid to share it with anyone? Just email me and line me if that's necessary, my contacts are available 24/7 if you guys want to tell me anything or "curhat", I promise I won't tell anyone, it's going to be secret between you and me *winkwink*, this is my first step of action to be more positive and being a helping hand if some of you happens need my help :D

Oohh and BTW I'm not saying I'm the most positive person evur, I made mistake a lot and I break down on my knees crying thinking all these problems that happen will never end and one way to end all this pain is suicide but NO! it doesn't end the chances of life getting worse, suicide eliminates the possibility of if getting better, this too shall pass!

"Don't be afraid, for I am with you! Don't be frightened, for I am your God! I strengthen you -yes, I help you -yes, I uphold you with my saving right hand" -Isaiah 41:10, 

"He heals the brokenhearted and bandages their wound." -Psalms 147:3 

If you happen couldn't tell your story to anyone pray to God, He always listening and He'll help you get through it, I promise because I told you before, when I was at the lowest point of my life, no one's there for me (because I cannot tell my story to anyone, I was too embarrassed) I prayed to God for help and He did help! But of course have Faith! :))

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-cheer, michelle

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