Always Hustlin

Tailor Made Dress ~ Adidas Kicks ~ Gifted Bag

Ayee Mates!! 

Long time no see and I really miss writing or blogging. My life is all over the places so that's why I got no time for my blog and even youtube. To kick off my list first I'm back in college (fifth semester.. oooohhhh), second I broke up with my boyfie so to distract all my messed up minds (well, we decided to be just friend is the best for us) I go on and watched a loads of youtube videos and korean reality shows, third I'm back on becoming a kpop freaks (I even went to ICE BSD last Saturday hoping to see Taeyang but oh well) and that's why I'm always on instagram stalking my babes, fourth I need to find company for my internship on the sixth semester which is so stressful, finding a proper decent job right now is so hard -deepsigh-, lastly I spent loads of my time with my family and friends. Which I'm so grateful for. I couldn't be more happier if I could spent most of my times with people who know the good and bad in me and they still around. What I learn from my experienced were to always be grateful in every situation, appreciate people around you while you could still meet and interact with them, before you act or do something always be ready for the consequences or think before you do something, keep yourself busy and always hustlin' (?). Well I guess that's about it for today post. I need to run and do my homework so till then I'll see you soon! 

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-cheer, michelle

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Work

Promod's Jacket ~ HM's Tee ~ Cotton On's Bag ~ Adidas' Kicks ~ @Seventeenstuff's Choker

Ayee Mates!!

LONG TIME NO SEE!! GOSHHH!! I MISS BLOGGINGGGG~ But college has been sucks lately. Projects pilling up. The class schedule are kinda messed up. My Saturday are filled with class schedule. Been meeting up with this one particular guy every week, SO YEAHHH~ I've been very inactive here lately, please forgive meeee!! :''')

For today I'm bringing you outfits that I would wear as my business attire. The key to my outfit attire is comfortable~ why?? Well, since I'm an accounting major student one thing that will def. I be when I'm doing an internship is be an accountant and being an accountant involves sitting in a dull office counting someone's money #notevenmine #sadtruth, sooo some comfortable clothing pieces that will be my essentials are sneakers, black pencil skirt, cool outerwear, smart yet stylish looking pants, blazers, assorted shirts and etc. I found a website that could provide everything I wish for, it's called Betabrand. They got a lot of cool (yet comfortable) looking yoga pants that will still looks professional as office attire. So even tough my job may be boring but at least not my outfit, I will always commit to be stylish everyday lol

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-cheer, michelle

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R U OK?

Cotton On's Tee ~ HM's Jeans ~ Adidas' Kicks ~ @ClutchTheClutch's Clutch ~ @SwaggieUnicorn_Closet's Jacket

Ayee Mates!!

How's your day? Btw I haven't wish you all happy new year 2016 may all the blessings and prosperity be with you all throughout this year #AMEN, someone told me that I cannot not have a resolution for every year, he told me that resolution is important so it could guide us throughout the year, well I have to agree on this one, SO my resolution for this year is "Stay Positive" both in actions and words. Well I hope this blog and me youtube channel could be a starting platform for me to spread out positive impacts for everyone :)) 

"R U OK?"

YOU are too important for no one to ask you this. It's a simple question but never underestimate how much it could mean to someone if you ask them. There are a lot of people waiting for someone to ask them this. This question could open their eyes and see how much they are valuable, appreciated and cared for. Reach out to people, I'm one of the person who have the tendency to be ignorant with my surrounding until I realized how much I wanted someone to ask me this question when I was down at the lowest point of my life. So please open your eyes and take a look around if any of your friends seems to be down, reach them out and ask "R U OK?" , Oohh and also I'm very happy and glad to help you all out if you have any story and burden that you would like to tell but you're afraid to share it with anyone? Just email me and line me if that's necessary, my contacts are available 24/7 if you guys want to tell me anything or "curhat", I promise I won't tell anyone, it's going to be secret between you and me *winkwink*, this is my first step of action to be more positive and being a helping hand if some of you happens need my help :D

Oohh and BTW I'm not saying I'm the most positive person evur, I made mistake a lot and I break down on my knees crying thinking all these problems that happen will never end and one way to end all this pain is suicide but NO! it doesn't end the chances of life getting worse, suicide eliminates the possibility of if getting better, this too shall pass!

"Don't be afraid, for I am with you! Don't be frightened, for I am your God! I strengthen you -yes, I help you -yes, I uphold you with my saving right hand" -Isaiah 41:10, 

"He heals the brokenhearted and bandages their wound." -Psalms 147:3 

If you happen couldn't tell your story to anyone pray to God, He always listening and He'll help you get through it, I promise because I told you before, when I was at the lowest point of my life, no one's there for me (because I cannot tell my story to anyone, I was too embarrassed) I prayed to God for help and He did help! But of course have Faith! :))

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-cheer, michelle

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Love Yourself

Forever21's Cardigan ~ Uniqlo's Tee ~ @Youniq_'s Necklace ~ Adidas' Kicks

Ayee Mates!!

Maybe once you read the title you'll directly remember Justin Bieber's song eh? But no that's not what I want to talk about today. I just want to said to all people who are dealing with anxiety and self-esteem problem just remember that you're not the only one, I do too. It was worse for me couple of years ago but I recovered for now, even tough I still have problem with it at some point and somehow but I keep on repeating this words "Love Yourself" on my mind. I once heard a sermon that "Once we come to agree with our negative thoughts, we give power to all these negativity to rule over us. But we should remember and believe that God created us perfect just the way we are." So please don't ever change no matter what the reasons are, esp. when you change yourself for someone #DONT, don't ever dare to do that, if someone ask you to change then that's mean that person doesn't love you truly #clearly, if you happen to deal with that kind of situation, leave, because clearly you don't have reasons to stay and feel insecure all the time. You'll find someone who will love you just the way you are eventually *wink wink* 

Okay, I'm so sorry for the random thoughts that I shared today and I don't even say sorry for the long absence here on my blog, aaa I'm so sorry but I'm just at the moment busy with my entrepreneur's project where I have to create a brand and sell it at expo or bazaar This Sunday, 13 December 2015 at Living World Mall, Alam Sutera, Tangerang. SO I would like to invite all of you to come and taste a new squishy, fluffy, chewy dessert that will melt in your mouth and heart lol, introducing MARSHBAELLOW :))

#QOTD:

"Again, I tell you the truth, if two of you on earth agree about whatever you ask, my Father in heaven will do it for you." -Matthew 18:19

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-cheer, michelle

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Joy

Tailor Made Shirt ~ HM Jeans ~ Forever21's Hat ~ Chanel's Bag ~ Adidas' Kicks

Ayee Mates!!

I know the photos quality aren't the best, I took it with my ipod camera only and I need to retouch all of them because it was too dark so yeah... 

Anyway I personally love this look so much. First, its comfy. Second, I can wear it on any occasions or places (campus, malls, church, etc). Third, I don't have to put a lot of effort in pulling this outfit together. The hat makes it more special, even tough the hat makes everyone stares at me when I'm inside the mall lol but nonetheless its worth it ;;)

Lately I'm so into Planetshakers' songs, especially after going to their concert (Vlog is coming soon on my channel). If you guys don't know who is Planetshakers', they are Australian Christian worhip band under Planetshakers' ministry, try listen to some of their songs, I bet you'll love it. I recommend Nothing is Impossible or This is Our Time or Endless Praise or Limitless for all of you who loves rock music and You/Holy or Made for Worship or Leave Me Astounded for all of you who are more into blues or slow type of songs. Remember music makes one, in music everyone could come together as one without looking at each others' differences.

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-cheer, michelle

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DOPE

bonjour!!

so sorry for the long absent :( I know I should've blog post more since its holiday but I just dont have the time for that and I'm so sorry -bow-

and I did cut my hair short already so yeah all the pictures below are actually old pictures I took before I cut my hair. more about my short hair on the next post ;;)

just a little information about me that I love black and white so much and my style do change quiet a lot from girly to boyish. this cap is actually from xAuthenticityx, my online store. but they were sold out :c

xAuthentictyx's DOPE cap ~ the little things she needs' bag ~ Adidas' shoes ~ unbranded top ~ vintage vest

oh! I heard that google reader was closed? and I heard everyone is using bloglovin now? you can follow me through bloglovin here :) well to be honest I don't understand how to operate bloglovin D:

Ahhhh -deep sigh- I wish google could read or listen to my complaint and they decided not to close down google reader (yeah right -_-)

so yeah how's your holiday guys?? mine was awesome but too bad it'll end up in just 9 days :c

but I'm super excited for school but its just too stressful by just thinking the national exam I'll be facing. just why there have to be national exams here in Indonesia? 

-cheer, michelle

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