Weightless

Zara's Shirt ~ H&M's Jeans ~ Versace's Bag ~ Stradivarius' Heels

“Don’t carry your burden all the time ‘cause we don’t live here all the time too.” -Ps. J. E. Awondatu

Aye Mates!

How’s your new year so far? Sorry for not posting in a while, loads of things happened and I just got no time to be active on blog and youtube. Mine has been quite all over the place but in amidst of everything, I want to say that I’m still grateful. 

I started the year being sick and not feeling well (mentally lol). Now my thesis proposal is in the stake of getting rejected from my department associates (update: IT GOT ACCEPTED PRAISE THE LORD!). I haven’t even get the permission letter to do the observation (update: I change my title so I don't need that permission letter anymore). I guess I’m too stress out that it makes me more emotional, I tried to hold it inside but it just makes my heart hurt so bad. Like I’m not kidding I even thought I have some kind of a chronic disease lol. Because it always felt like my heart being stabbed by thousand needles. 

On the first week of Sunday I went to church and I don’t know why but the sermon really hits me in the face. My pastor stated that this year is the year of walking weightlessly. He said that God knows what we’ve been through, don’t think that we, human walk on this earth carrying all of our burden by ourselves. It’s new year, so learn to leave behind our burden and past that slow us down to God. Burden can be our fears, worries, regrets, guilt and all these negativity that tries to consume you. We came from God and He’s trying to said to us that “your problem is MY problem too. Don’t think I can’t feel your sorrow and sadness, you come from Me.”

I know this post is so all over the place from the start I’m being so negative with my life but then afterward I’m writing this motivational and positive words from my church. But hey it’s all about balance, you get the good and bad in life. I myself to be honest is slowly recovering from all this anxiety attack that tries to eat my mind with all this negativity, I'm not saying it's gone, it's still there but I know God provides and always take care of me. For whoever hurting now, hang in there, this too shall pass. Even tough I tried to reminds myself too, fighting! Good luck :)

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Temporary Fix

HM's Baseball Cap, Tee, Slip-On ~ Vintage Vest ~ Stradivarius' Jeans ~ Airwalk's Backpack

Ayee Mates!!

How's your week, I'm officially going back to class tomorrow. Starting term 4. Back to reality #deepsigh #beastmode #notreally. Anyway, I want to talk about my look today. I wore this to one of my class once. I don't know how should I describe my feeling toward my pants. I like it but something is off. Like I hate it but I love it at the same time. Hmmm OMGG I'm confused. Right now I'm torn whether should give this pants away or keep it and ask the tailor to trim the pants smaller so it fits my leg perfectly? What do you think mates? Should I keep it or leave it?? Please tell me in the comment box below thankyou :''')

 I made a #GRWM (Get Ready With Me) + #OOTD & #VLOG for Chinese New Year on me youtube channel #Booitsmichelle or click HERE, one click means a lot to me lol and subscribe for more fun feeds on your subscription HEHEHEE :))

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-cheer, michelle

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Finals OMG

Zara's Tee ~ Stradivarius' Bomber Jacket ~ @SwaggieUnicorn_Closet's Bracelets & Skirt ~ Mark & Jeanne's Backpack ~ New Look's Belt & Shoes ~ Rubi's Socks

Ayee Mates!!

A quick #OOTD post for this week because I can't promise you I'll be active here on all my internet's life. My finals starts next week and OMGGGG!! Can't believe 3rd semester just goes by like that, it's been great, the friends, the vibes and the schedule, not the lecturers thoo lol #sorry. Anyway, this is the outfit that I wore on my grandma's birthday, we went to church in the morning and lunch afterward, I made a whole video about it which you can watch right HERE :)) Anyway, a lot of people said that I look like a kid with this look, they said everything makes me look like a junior high school student. I don't know whether should be happy or no hahaha on the good side that means I have a baby face eh? HAHAHAA. Don't forget to watch my latest video and have an amazing week, God bless and tell me how's your week and how you've been doing lately, I'm just curious ;;)

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-cheer, michelle

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Hotline Bling

HM's Jumper ~ Cap ~ Sneakers ~ Stradivarius' Boyfie Jeans ~ @SwaggieUnicorn_Closet's Choker

Ayee Mates!!

Finally uploaded the fall-cold season lookbook on my youtube channel #booitsmichelle. Please watch it and give it a thumbs up and subscribe if you haven't and tell me which one is your fave out of all thankyou :))

This is my by-far fave go-to everyday look for running errands, go to campus and everywhere basically. It includes some of my fave outfit pieces such as jumper, baseball cap, clutch and sneakers. It's so comfy and  perf for all kind of weather I guess :D

Anyway, I'll be finally on Christmas break next week for 2 weeks and I don't have plan to go anywhere outside Jakarta lol, probably will meet up with couple of friends and film more videos and finish a couple of kdramas probably, so please do recommend a few kdramas for me to watch, please don't recommend me any horror related story lol thankyou. Again quick reminder to always be yourself and never change what you are for other people kay? #MeLoveYou

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Writing on The Wall

Cotton On's Parka & Necklace ~ Pull&Bear's Tanktop ~ Stradivarius' Shorts ~ Airwalk's Backpack ~ Dr Martens 1460W Boots

Ayee Mates!!
TGIF! Well, technically it's Saturday already... Anyway, I'm taking break from studying before continuing my midterms next week. I just want to quickly made this post because I'm in the mood -woop woop- I personally love this look so much~ It boosts up my confident like 200%, well maybe because I'm wearing my docs? But anyway I love to wear shorts it's because it expose my leg and I think my best feature are my legs? Well, I don't know and I don't think so it's just a random opinion lol I love graphic tops like this, I have tons of these items in my closet. Jackets are also my favorite wardrobe staples because I can easily mix it with everything :))

Btw, quick story of mine from my third day of midterms. It was financial accounting subject and I tried my best to learn everything in just one day since all this time in class I don't even understand what the lecturer said #imsorry and the day before I felt confident and thoughts "okay! I can nailed this exam" but when the first time I read the questions my thoughts just completely shattered and I was devastated inside the class but I still tried my best to answers everything and now I can only pray and may the Lord and lecturer have mercy on me ;p

*ps. I'll be announcing the giveaway winner soon right after my midterms through a youtube video, thankyou mates for joining, you guys slay! :))

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-cheer, michelle

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Can't Feel My Face

Fifth Sun's Tanktop ~ Stradivarius' Shorts ~ HM's Slip On ~ Louis Vuitton's Bag

Ayee Mates!!

I'm currently still on my holiday doing nothing -deep sigh- I regret not getting a part time job when I started my holiday, didn't expect my holiday to be this long tho (almost 4 moths!). I wish I could turn back time and get a part time job so I wouldn't spent my holiday wasting money all the time. I saw my schedule for this semester and it's sucks!! OMGG I could literally cry #sarcasmqueen but seriously thoo! I only have holiday on Friday and from Monday-Thursday and Saturday I'll have class -sobs real hard- :'(( #nofun

Anyway enough with the college thingy, I want to talk about my outfit for today. I know it's very simple and laid-back casual but I just want to be real here on my blog. I don't always wear swag, cool, hip stuffs every time I go outside. If I'm not in the mood or just going to the nearest supermarkets or grab something to eat or places I don't want to pull out something special as if I'm going to meet Cameron Dallas #wut? So this is what I would probably wear, I love cardigan and tank-top to infinity and beyond like they're so chill and easy to pair with everything, that's why I wouldn't mind investing in a cool outerwear. I love statement tee or tank-top like this one has words "Don't Be Basic!" OMGG~ Life's rite here! I always say that word randomly even tough I live for basic outfit pieces like all the time so yeah #nohate. For slip-on I don't have to talk about it lahh~~ this one will always be my fave out of all my shoes (after docmartens) :')

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All time fave manga character :)

I'm 100% finally falls in love with wings :')

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