Mr Mr

with my luv photographer aunty

sour sally

Forever21's Hat ~ Zara's Blazer ~ Bershka's Shirt ~ H&M's Jeans ~ New Look's Shoes ~ Rubi's Socks ~ Pull & Bear's Bag

Ayee Mates!

This is the look the I recreated that was inspired by Girls' Generation song "Mr Mr", I know this is a very late post because Girls' Generation just made a comeback with "Catch Me If You Can" if I'm not mistaken? Correct me if I'm wrong because lately I haven't open allkpop because I'm just not that interested in kpop anymore, especially since Kris, Luhan, Jessica quit SM! I feel like something is off with SM Ent., especially now Tao and Lay were rumored to quit EXO as well!? DAFUKKKK~ I'm sorry for my language but all of my bias aren't there anymore so I'm just pissed tho. That is why now I love YG more than SM. Btw, the real reason why I'm sporting this look is because at my church usually we did as sunday's service, such as being the worship leader, singer, play the musical instruments and so on, that Sunday I was given the responsibility to be the worhip leader and the dresscode is blazer, shirt and pants black and white #classy, that's why I sported this look to church, I feel weird but that's what differentiate me from others rite? :D

Mates, I want to tell you something... 1.. 2.. 3.. I'm tired of college~ there I said it. lol. Anyone? Well, nothing biggy but the reason of my tiredness is because I feel like the major I took isn't related to my passion at all (I'm an accounting major btw), oh I'm also not really good at counting like maths, so that's why I'm so tired of all these works. That's why my only advice for all of you highschoolers who are about to enter college, make sure you're taking the major you like not because you're forced to (that's in my case, I was a little forced) and do a little research on what subjects you're going to study related to the major you're taking. Okay I'm going to make a separate video or blog post related to college advices and such.

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Lunar Alien

Forever21's Hat ~ Gaudi's Cardigan ~ H&M's Tee ~ New Look's Oxford ~ Rubi's Socks ~ @Blackbook_Jkt's HOPE Tote Bag ~ @Seventeenstuff's Chockers

Ayee Mates!
I'm done with  my midterm~ its been a very tough 3 weeks for me, it made me think that I chose the wrong major. I've been thinking about switching major into IBM (International Business Management) because I think its more fun than accounting. I'm so confuse and feel so weird, its like I don't know what to do and I don't even know what I want. I feel lost ._.

Anyway, for this #OOTD post, I took it while wandering around IKEA (my fave #OOTD spot) after class. What I hate the most about IKEA is that the lighting is so decent. I'm very into grunge-y tumblr-ish look lately because it makes me look a little bit cooler or tougher (?)
 

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I don't even know what I want to say anymore you mates. Like this is weird I wanted to say a lot of things but at the same time I can't. Urrghhh.. this is annoying~ I feel weird.

I'll probably talk more on my next post because I'm currently in a rush. So see ya later mates~ :)





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Uptown Funk

Promod's Semi Leather Jacket ~ Cotton On's Sweatpants & Necklace ~ Rubi's Sneakers ~ Joyrich's Simpson Backoack

Ayee Mates!!

Sorry for the long absent (all the time #MichelleTheBadBlogger) but this time my excuse isn't related to my college life but its my youtube channel. Lately I found my joy and passion in making video. I think I love to make video more than writing, but its not that I want to quit blogging or anything, I just need rest from blogging lol sounds weird but its real. Also I'm sorry if my last post had you questioned and wondered and bothered all of you asking what's wrong with me, I'm just being honest and I'll make a special for that soon (whenever I'm ready) and also I'm not trying to seek for attentions, I wrote those because I just need to get this weight in my heart go in order for me to live better lol :'D

Soooo~ for this outfit post all of the photos are candid from my dad that he took while we went to IKEA last couple of months. I asked him to shot my OOTD and he just randomly and recklessly snapped, so this is the final result, a little shaky shaky blurry #newtrend lol, for this outfit I wore the most comfiest pants I owned kid you not and to add a little edge to the outfit I paired it with semi-leather jacket to toughen the whole look and yes its a all (almost) black errthanggg -woop- :p

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Just A Little Hope

H&M's Snapback ~ Cotton On's Tee ~ Thrifted Flannel ~ @BlackBook_Jkt's Bag ~ Converse Black Hi-Top

"And you will be secure, because there is hope;

you will be protected and will take your rest in safety"

-Job 11:18

Ayee Mates!!

Let me start with the look first. So I wore this couple of weeks ago when I visited Bogor for my dentist appointment and I found an old-vintage looking house across the dentist and I decided to just take a few photos regardless a bunch of people eyed me like "hell-o girl~ wth are you doin'" hahaha but yeah #Confidence #Dontcare :') I love flannel so much because I think its very grunge-ish esp. when you pair it with black hi-top, 5SOS much? I got this RAD bag from BlackBook which is a local brand and they sell a lot of grunge and RAD stuffs so you mates should go and check that out!

Second, I put this the quote and title with theme "HOPE" for this post is because lately I've been feeling so empty, not sad but some kind of weird feeling like tired, yes that's the perfect word for it. I'm tired and sick of this life like I just want to end everything or escape the reality. I cried almost every night thinking how worthless, ugly, bad I am and I feel like my existence isn't accepted not even my family, I just feel bad of myself. I don't know what to do and I can't even think straight, I did some things that you might be thinking now and its sucks but I can't stop it somehow, it hurts but at the same time I feel numb, I feel that the weight on my shoulder drop one by one and it climbs back to my mind and I kept on doing it. My mind is not a normal one. I'm afraid of the world like crazy, its a world full of hatred and judgements and I'm human I can't take everything all at once. It makes me think a lot about my body structure, physical appearance and even how I talk and how I dress up (its getting serious sometimes). No I'm not bullied, whereas I'm so blessed that I have a couple of friends that really understand my weirdness. I prayed and found this bible verse and I feel bad that I wanted to waste my life just like that while there are hundreds of people out there still fighting to take every breath of fresh oxygen, that makes me so ungrateful bitch, so that's why I'm trying to live the positive vibes life and please comment down below if you ever feel like this and trust me you're not alone, me too! :)

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Lately I've been so into making video more than writing blog.. omg.. does that make me a bad blogger now? :')

-cheer, michelle

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