Saturday, October 21, 2017

Perfectly Imperfect









Gifted Dress ~ Zara's Tee (worn as inner) ~ Bowbow's Shoes ~ Louis Vuitton's Clutch
*ps. groceries shopping gone wrong lol

“We were born to be real not perfect.”

*A message from Me to all of you guys and girls, ladies and gents, all mankind.

All of us have that at least one thing that we wish we could change from ourselves. For me I wish I was born with bigger eyes and skinnier body. Nowadays society through all kind of medias are picturizing their own kinds of perfect. Mostly they’re all the same, skinny bodies, long hair, built posture and much more, they’re like coming from the same factory or production house. Indirectly these pictures play with our mind and planting up a mindset that those are the standards of beauty. We begin to judge ourselves harder, going through a strict diet, plastic surgery and much more to be that kind of beauty.

As I’m planning on today post I came across one quote on weheartit, we were born to be real not perfect. God made us according to His image, He made us carefully and wonderfully made. We’re perfect in His eyes no matter what. Your or our values doesn’t decrease just because someone’s inability to see our worth. You’re beautiful just the way you are and at least you’re not faking up stuffs, you’re real human being that’s born this way. You don’t need cakey makeup to be beautiful. You don’t need to starve yourself to be beautiful. You don’t need to do things that you’re not comfortable to please others or be their kind of beauty. You are you.

Now what you need to is to stop looking at others and start to look at yourself. Look in the mirror and what do you see? I see a strong human being that’s perfect just the way they are. How you see yourself matter more than how others see you. Learn how to love yourself first before you can love others. Unfollow those accounts that once made you feel so small and bad if it’s necessary. Refuse to let the world corrupts you and just be your own kind of beautiful. Just remember when someone called you ugly, I said you’re perfect!

-Cheer, Michelle
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Saturday, October 14, 2017

Ain't A Bad Life






Vintage Tee ~ New Look's Jeans ~ Cotton On's Sunnies ~ Payless' Sandals ~ The rest were gifted to me

Aye Mates!
How’s your week? Mine has been quite bad I would say. I know I shouldn’t be saying such stuff especially when I wrote one of my resolutions this year is to “be positive.” But this morning I woke up being the most emotional person ever. Crying for no reason, feeling numb and I just got news that my document for internship got lost so I need to do it all over again, like, umm, I can’t. Loss at word like seriously. I tried to be positive like “oh maybe they’re still checking it again” but my surrounding and my own thoughts really convinced me that it actually got lost.

So now I’m writing this with a very emotional heart (lol) but still trying to be positive by saying “it’s just a bad day not a bad life”, somehow I’m still convinced and praying that my document isn’t actually lost. I kept on singing Not Today by BTS like it’s my special mantra. 

I believe life isn’t always beautiful; we always need to be prepared when our eyes needs to be cleansed with tears and strengthen our heart and faith so we always be prepared to face the harsh of life. Life is about courage and going into the unknown. Since we never know what will happen tomorrow, we can’t ever predict what’s in store for us tomorrow or maybe later. 

I’m going to end this post by a quote “Where there is hope, there is faith. Where there is faith, miracles happen.” Let me know down in the comment box how’s your week and how do you deal with bad day? Eat your hearts out? Sing it out loud? Whatever it is much appreciated :)

-Cheer, Michelle
Snapchat & Carousell: Booitsmichelle

Saturday, October 7, 2017

Time




Zara's Shirt ~ Tailor Made Skirt ~ Bowbow's Loafers ~ Clutchtheclutch's Clutch

Ayee Mates!!
How are you? I know it’s been such a while since my last post. I’m sorry is all I can say because I’ve been very busy with my internship. Now I'm going to update constantly here on my blog since I got no time to film a video but I got plenty of time to write and I really have a lot to say and it's much easier to just take OOTD photos rather than filming for a lookbook. So I'm going to take short break from vlogging and more blogging I guess hehe. As some of you may know I just got accepted to do internship in a bank!! Yes I moved from the public accountant company, I’ve always wanted to try working in a banking sector after looking up to my aunt. This is quite exciting and lucky for an accounting student to do internship in a bank as some people say. 

Today I want to write down some of my thoughts after working in a bank for almost two months:

  1. How can I get accepted to do intern in a bank?
  2. Why I paid so much for tuition fee? 
  3. Who taught during my three years in college?
  4. When did I ever learn all these things?
  5. Where did I learn all this time?
  6. WHAT HAVE I LEARNED ALL THIS TIME FOR THREE YEARS OF COLLEGE?!
To sum up all of my problems up there in one word: REGRET.

First I get accepted for the internship program is because of my video editing skill and I was originally planned to only do video related job to which my surprise is so out of major. Actually I wouldn’t mind but because this is a mandatory intern I need to do work that is related to my major. Only by God’s grace I’m able to overcome that one problem.  Now I’m given accounting related job. Thank God!!

Second, umm whatever. 

Third, I shouldn’t be thanking all these times when I got lecturer that NEVER teach or being so CARELESS with their students. I used to be very happy when the lecturer didn’t care what their students were doing, so I just spent four hours of class talking, snapchat-ing (it was a thing back then lol), sleeping, etc. Now after jumping into the real world of working I regret for not studying properly. I wish I could travel back in time and told myself “GET YO ASS READY AND STUDY YOU NEED THIS STUFF BISH!!” 

Fourth, I learned all of them for three years but I don’t know what the result from it is. I feel three years passed by just like that without even saying “hi”.

Fifth, I learned all this time at my uni. Guess that explains a lot?

Sixth, I DON’T KNOW!! DANGG YO GURL IS FREAKIN OUT RITE HERE!! But seriously doe I don’t even know how to put this into words. I overcome loads of new terms that I feel I never even learn in college but when I re-open my materials from college it was there. LIKE WHAT THE FREAK JUST HAPPEN? The lecturers never even teach anything about it. SOBBING SO HARD HERE. I’m struggling from the bottom all over again, wish me luck guys, so that I’ll be able to understand and do my job rightly. 

Thank YOU if you made it ‘till the end, YOU’RE AWESOME!! DAEBAK!! For reading my long-ass-rants. I wish you all the best in life as well and may you accomplish everything in life. If you’re at the moment dreading over your studies, HANG IN THERE!! YOU GOT THIS!! Don’t be like me lol hard work won’t betray you; it’ll surely pay off sooner or later. God bless.

-Cheer, Michelle
Snapchat & Carousell: @Booitsmichelle

Sunday, February 26, 2017

Yourself







@Agashe.Co's Top ~ Forever21's Jeans ~ @Youniq_'s Necklace ~ Versace's Bag ~ Dr Kong's Shoes

Ayee Mates!!
How's life? For today's post I wanted to talk how important it is to put yourself first. Loving yourself is the greatest revolution. You gotta learn to love yourself first as much you want someone else to, cause how do you love others when "you" yourself can not love and appreciate your own self. Even in in the Bible said 
"For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well." 
-Psalms 139:13-14
We are wonderfully made and obviously that's cool!! So as a reminder Accept and Believe in yourself!! You are the only person you need to be good enough for. The less you care trust me the happier you'll be. I know I'm not supposed to said or giving a lecture about this since I myself still learn how to accept and love myself, I'm working on myself for myself to myself!! So YOU SHOULD TOO!! Lets spread and throw around love and happiness like confetti!! 
One thing I always did to myself is sparing at least couple of hours me time without being interrupt by others. I will usually put aside my hand-phone and watch some k-dramas or k-variety shows, for me it really heals me somehow, sounds cheesy but it works me for me lol or I will plan out things I want to do and just try to organize stuffs or I will read book and write up random things on my notes. 
"My only goal in life right now is to be genuinely happy"
So what did you do for yourself or how to you treat yourself and how do you keep yourself happy? Let me know because I would love to know! :)

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-Cheer, Michelle
Snapchat & Carousell: Booitsmichelle

Tuesday, February 7, 2017

Be Positive






Karka's Tee ~ HM's Sunnies ~ Vans Old Skool Kicks

Ayee Mates!
How's life? I know it's been such a while since my last post. Well tbh I've been taking a hiatus or break from blogging and vlogging for like almost a month now. But I'm back (I guess) and I just uploaded new #OOTW video on me youtube channel Booitsmichelle or click HERE. Today I really want to talk about being positive or having positive mind. I really miss blogging and writing my thoughts here so I hope you guys enjoy and let me know as well your thoughts about it.

The main reason why I've been slacking is because of my college. Finals is around the corner and I need to find company for my internship (which I thank God I found before the due date). While looking for internship vacancy, I learned quite a lot. First, finding job is NOT easy. Second, panicking won't change a thing. We've been told to find internship since September 2016 and we have to tell our uni before the end of October 2016 where are we going to do our internship. Everyone around me were panicking like no joke, well at first I panicked as well, we just sent CV to all company without thinking whether that company accepting interns or no. I even negotiated with my uni to gives me extra time to find the company, which they said "yes". So one day I came across this bible verse "Anxiety in a person's heart weighs him down but an encouraging word brings him joy." -Proverbs 12:25 - I felt at peace as soon as I read this and my pastor gave a sermon about how positive minds and be positive can change everything. So I prayed to God to help me and I surrender my life on His hand may He gives what's the best for me, long story short couple of days after I got called from a company (my friend recommended me to them) and was asked to come for interview and test, then I got accepted!! It's even before the due date so thank God. What I'm trying to tell you is that be and stay positive!! Being positive can change everything.

// Watch My Latest Video HERE //

-Cheer, Michelle
Snapchat & Carousell: Booitsmichelle

Sunday, January 1, 2017

Make Pop of Color Happen Review // Maybelline x Lazada_ID











Ayee Mates!!
Firstly first I want to wish you all a very belated Merry Christmas 2k16 and Happy New Year 2k17! May all the blessings be with you all and God bless y'all! :)

Few weeks ago I received a package from Maybelline x Lazada ID it's for their Make Pop of Color Happen collection. So here are the lists of products I received:

1. Maybelline Fit Me Matte + poreless & Dewy + smooth Foundation both in the shade 220 or Natural Beige. One thing I can  say about it, I LOVE IT!! It really makes my skin looks matte but too bad it's not the perfect shade for me, it's kinda too dark for me and it doesn't come with pump so it's quite tricky to pour the foundation without being too much.

2. Maybelline's V-Face Duo Stick. I've always wanted to try out contouring and highlighting stick. Finally I got to tried them on and I personally love it since it's pigmented and easy to apply and blend.

3. Maybelline's Fashion Brow Palette. I love it. It's pigmented and the shade really match my eyebrow. One thing I can tell you is that it may be tricky to apply for beginners in makeup. I even had quite hard time to fill my eyebrow in at first.

4. Maybelline's Vivid Matte & Rosy Matte Lipstick. I ever made a full review about these lipsticks HERE. I love these lipsticks to the moon and back!! Especially the Rosy Matte ones cause they're just the perfect shades of nudes!

For the looks I'm re-creating Velove's look that came from the booklet. This is quite a challenge for me since I need to mixed up four shades of lipsticks on my lip which I never try before but at the end I did it (well it's not the exact same look but my aunt said it looks good regardless lol), what do you guys think about the look? Let me know!! I'll make a tutorial soon on me youtube channel :)





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-Cheer, Michelle
Snapchat & Carousell: Booitsmichelle